Tuhan yang satu, pencipta makhluk telah menetapkan jodoh seseorang manusia itu sebelum kelahirannya ke dunia ini. Dan diciptakan manusia itu berpasang-pasangan yang mana dikatakan suami adalah pakaian kepada isteri manakala isteri pula pakaian pada suami. Kedua-duanya saling lengkap-melengkapi antara satu sama lain.

Salah satu cara meyakinkan diri kita adakah seseorang lelaki atau perempuan itu adalah jodoh kita adalah keazaman tanpa dirancang yang wujud dalam diri apabila melihat si dia. Apabila seorang lelaki melihat seorang perempuan yang menarik perhatiannya, dia akan menganalisa perempuan tersebut secara tak langsung, situasi ini juga berlaku kepada perempuan.

Contohnya: Si A berkawan dengan B, C dan D. Satu hari mereka bertemu secara tidak dirancang. Seawal pertemuan tersebut, tiba-tiba terdetik dihati A "aku melihat C akan lebih cantik/tampan sekiranya aku mmbelikan pakaian padanya".

Keazaman yang tumbuh secara spontan tanpa dipinta ini adalah kata hati. Ia bukanlah benar pada semua orang kerana masih terdapat banyak lagi petua dan langkah untuk mendapatkan pasangan hidup.

Manusia boleh berubah

Ya, tapi stakat mana seseorang manusia itu boleh berubah dan secepat mana perubahan itu berlaku? Ikuti kisah yang tidak aneh ini. Pada hari sabtu yang lepas, aku pergi ke KLCC. Tepat jam 2.24 petang aku naik bas berjenama rapid kl, bas bernombor 231 itu memerlukan sedikit pengeras berjumlah RM 1. Tatkala menaiki bas, aku bertemu dengan Zilah(budak akhi) yang juga menuju ke stesen keretapi yang sama tetapi naik di bus stop berlainan dalam UIA. Adapun Zilah yang ku temui itu akan menuju ke Shah Alam untuk menjalani latihan memandangkan dia akan mewakili KL dalam SUKMA yang akan datang.

Ceritanya masih belum bermula, namun kerana kemajuan yang pesat dan pembangunan yang agak memberangsangkan di Malaysia, ditambah pula dengan sikap masyarakatnya yang berlumba-lumba secara sihat untuk memajukan diri sendiri, maka aku pun sampai ke KLCC yang menjadi kebanggaan mereka yang tahu menilainya dari sudut kejuruteraan, ekonomi dan sejarah.
Dipendekkan tingginya, ia masih top 5 di dalam dunia, selangkah kita biarkan dulu tingginya bangunan itu, kerana ceritanya masih belum bermula walaupun dipendekkan dan dipesatkan penceritaanya.

Singkap dari belakang, maka aku bertemu dengan seorang manusia yang agak janggal berdiri dan melihat. Jadi dia duduk. Aku pun duduk disebelahnya dan kami pun berborak-borak. Adapun abang ni dah kawin dan selama ini dia bekerja di Mid Valley, iaitu super pasaraya dan pusat pertemuan manusia yang bermastautin di PJ. Abang ni tinggal di Sungai Buloh, agak jauh jika dibandingkan tempat yang didatanginya dengan tempat tinggalnya.

Abang ni yang aku namakan A pun berceritalah bahawa dia datang mencari kerja kerana gajinya sekarang yang berjumlah RM 1500.00 tidak mencukupi bagi menampung keperluan isteri dan anaknya yang berumur setahun 5 bulan. Kata A “gaji RM 1500.00 di kl ni takkan cukup untuk hidup senang”. Tidakkah selama ini mencukupi, belum habis ceritanya padaku, terasa ingin dilempangnya aku kerana tidak sabar seolah-olah cerita nabi Musa yang diuji oleh tuhannya.

Alahai rupa-rupanya isteri A baru melahirkan anak yang kedua pada dua bulan yang lepas, jadi bertambahnya orang ke-empat dalam keluarga menambah tanggungjawab si ayah. Kata A “itulah isteri aku tak menggunakan perancang”. Dalam bercerita dan menokok tambah beberapa perkara yang didiskusikan dalam dewan rakyat, si A ini bertanya dimana aku tinggal, belajar lagi ker dan bila habis. Selapas aku menjawab soalannya satu-persatu dengan jujur, dia mengatakan umurnya baru 22 tahun manakala isterinya baru 20 tahun.

Disitu, saat itu aku pun memberitahu umurku yang lebih skit darinya, katanya “rupanya lebih tua, abangla ni”, kataku “kau ni lebih muda tapi pengalaman lagi banyak”. Selepas itu suanana berubah dimana dia nampak lebih memandang aku sebagai lebih tua dan aku pun memandangnya sedikit muda. Dari perkataan abang bertukar kepada saya. Dari suara yang agak mendatar, aku kerap mengeraskan nadanya. Disitulah apa yang dikatakan “Manusia boleh berubah”.

SIAPAKAH LAGENDA AKHI SETERUSNYA???

KENAPA MEREKA DIPANGGIL LAGENDA?

1. Mereka adalah tulang belakang akhi


2. Mereka pernah tak tidur dua hari setelkan kerja akhi dan study


3. Menghadiri banyak meeting-meeting akhi


4. Sebut jer akhi terbayang diorang ni


5. Extend sem dan drop minor


6. Ramai telah berjaya dibawah didikan diorang ni


7. Berkuasa lebih dari setahun


8. Membuat pembaharuan dan pembangunan pada akhi


9. “PERHATIAN” is the last choice to use


10. Diorang claim diorang lagenda, layan jer la....

Ciri-ciri lagenda-lagenda akhi dalam pandanganku. hanya beberapa orang sahaja daripada lagenda yang ramai tu sempat aku titipkan dalam blog ni. Personel sajer, ini bukanlah rujukan yang betul.

MIZI
Ability : management
Super weapon : beg p kelas
Strength : badan yang besar & ekspresi muka
Achievement : head project (2 years)
Trainers’ ability :
“akhi need 80% effectiveness in this task, I can achieve 90%, I know your ability to do it only 60%, its okey, just do it.. ”

Mentees ability (bising):
“mentee: huh u ha ha hii hii
Mentor: okey… abang mizi datang..
Mentee: ……… (Silent)”

BUCK
Ability : mentor
Super weapon : kopiah & songkok
Strength : muka cam baik jer & understandable speaking
Achievement : head mentor
Trainers’ ability :
“This task can be 100% effective, instead you choose me to be you trainer, I will choose my own trainee, now GET OUT PLEASES…hei… maner diorang nii...”

Mentees ability (bising):
Buck: "hoi! ko ni da la takder mak takder ayah, bising pulak , menyusahkan orang jer, aku taknak tengok muka kau lagi lepas ni"

ROY
Ability : modules
Super weapon : black jacket
Strength : kata-kata
Achievement : head of trainer module (2 years)
Trainers’ ability :
“Okey, how about we do like this, Ohh..your idea is a very good one, but why don’t we add to be like this…hmm.. Now it’s better”

Mentees ability (bising):

"ha! ha! saper bunyi mulut dalam masa satu minit ni akan di cabut bulu pusatnya"

NAJIB
Ability : mentor
Super weapon : baju batman
Strength : senyum manis & ketinggian
Achievement : head of trainer mentor
Trainers’ ability :
“Mentor: najib, I must complete this bla bla bla task, can you help me?
Najib: okey… this one can be done bla bla bla..
Najib lagi: now I choose you to do this because I know you can do this…
Najib lagi: GO! Don’t you appear before you’ve done... good girl”

Mentees ability (bising): "okey adik-adik, hari ni abang akan menceritakan sebuah kisah yang berlaku dekat rumah abang roy, tau tak... dalam baju roy ada ubat gigi, saper abang dengar bunyi sikit jer..., ha.. roy, ko pergi suapkan budak tu sampai tercabut seliparnyer"

daku unik bila ada kelainan

Description of TAURUS zodiak

A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction.

His body will be quite straight, facial structures tend to be square shape more than other shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness. Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is sand in your palm, the more you want to hold it, and it will slip out.

If you stand and hold it still, it will stay that way. Don't set the rules and draw a line for him, he will not stay. When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient with himself.

His world always turning and it will not stop just because he loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people. He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like.

He likes to do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice suit and jump in the pool.He could slap your back so hard just to make you turn around to see he has flowers in his hand.

He never wants to get too close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself. He does not care what people think when he behaves weird. He could be walking bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so narrow minded.

He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk vendor. He likes to search and analyze people and things.

He will analyze his friends or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually learning about you till he fills up all his questions. He knows so many people, but he has a few friends.

He looks for quality friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him.

He looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the others. He is a man with a conflict personality.

He is a cool, understanding, and able to work well, and very artistic.
Taurus man could be an artist.
He could shock you as much as he is able to calm you down when you up set.

He is a free spirit who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back. He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice what he thinks you should do.

He does not like people to tell him what he should do too.
He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very private.
He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other guys compete.

He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force himself in competition.
He may seem careless, but actually he is a thinker and a stubborn one.

He sees anything in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you as a friend, no one can say other wise to change that for he will not listen to gossip.

He will be honest and sincere to his friends.

He hates lies, so he will not tell you lie. If he finds it is necessary to lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything. If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has to be curious about you.Hell for him is "No Freedom", so if he marries you then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be interesting, and then you could have him beside you.

TAURUS WOMAN

She is a slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person.
She has square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity.

You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line. She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.

She is a patient person, but always need new excitement.
She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation.

She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.

Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life.
She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living.

She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance, then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home.

She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it.

She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women. She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant.

You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality.

She is a public figure but belongs to no one.

She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere.
She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her.
Love her, but not too much for her afraid it will limit her freedom.
She always stands out of the crowd for something she dares to do.

You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant or dress like a nun in a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who is looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with any type of crowds. She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life.

She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for.

She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that "We're better off breaking up".

She always remembers her first love.
Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every thing should be done for "Happiness". She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of something, she will go ahead and does it.

She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge.
She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough.

She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else. She likes to learn about your dreams and thought.

She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it.
She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up.

If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to likes her friends and let she has her privacy.

aku mahu terus hidup

sejak aku terbaca satu catatan seseorang yang amat disegani..tetiba aku terfikir akan mati.. pikir-pikir mati jer aku ni.. bukan aper, bila aku mati nanti, apa aku nak tinggalkan kat dunia ni.. kalau la nicholas copernicus telah tinggalkan nama yang menyebabkan ramai orang kenal dia,, tu dia telah buat satu jasa tentang teori baru mengenai alam semester ni. aku pulak nak buat apa?? sememangnya terlalu banyak perkara kat dunia ni yang belum manusia terokai... dari benda yang sekecil-kecil zarah sampai the infinity of the universe. namun satu jer yang aku rasa kecerdikan aku diperbodohkan... bila aku menurut kata-kata manusia sekitar.. yang mana aku tak pikir pun sebab yang konkrit dan logiknya arahan itu dikeluarkan. tadi baru habis satu program,, dalam program tu, komiti kena pakai baju kemeja dan bertai. arahan ni sememangnya aku tunggu untuk taknak patuh. sebab masih belum sampai fikiran aku untuk pakai tai. lagi pulak aku masih belum dapat ada baju kemeja sendiri.. hai, sungguh biasa jika dilihat dari sudut yang kecik.. akan tetapi sekiranya semua askar dan tentera membuat keputusan untuk tidak pergi berperang,, pastinya diorang sedar yang peperangan itu hanyalah disebabkan seorang pemimpin yang membuat keputusan dalam keadaan yang tidak baik bagi dirinya. dia bukannya pergi berperang sekali dengan bala tenteranya, jelas bertentangan dengan diri nabi Muhammad yang memimpin tentera. berbalik pulak kepada jasa orang macam aku ni. yang mana usia masih muda, dapat pelajaran, dan mempunyai keluarga yang sempurna. semakin dalam difikirkan, ramai manusia diluar sana berfikir untuk diri sendiri. tidak nampak apa yang dia mahu untuk diri dia. tapi terabai dengan suasana persekitaran yang terlalu keduniaan. lelaki bujang yang tak sudah-sudah mahukan teman hidup. perempuan pun sama jer, ramai yang masih risaukan bakal suami. nak kawin lambat lagi. bila dah ada calon, terserong tujuan walaupun masih dikawal syariat. aku pegang dan tak lepas lagi kepercayaan bahawa "tiada cinta antara manusia". yang kemudian pulak manusia yang terpengaruh dengan bunyi-bunyian. kereta driff diorang berteriak, best katanya. bunyi nyanyian penyanyi, dia melaung lagi, tiba pulak bunyi F1 dan motor di jalan raya, lagi tak putus putus wow yang keluar dari mulut. bunyi jer tiupan wisel dari pengadil, gol diteriak , dalam masa yang sama, bodoh dan bangang dihadiahkan untuk pasukan yang dobolosi. apa telah terjadi sebenarmya pada manusia-manusia dalam situasi diatas . aku terpikir adakah diorang memikirkan betol tak sifat yang telah ditunjukan.aksi yang agak tak biasa dilakukan pada hari-hari biasa.

kini menantikan hari-hari yang mendatang. pastinya ada sesuatu persoalan yang bermain di kepala. bukan satu malah lebih dari itu. sebenarnya tak perlu difikirkan persoalan yang sudah terjawab. namun manusia selalu lari dari menghadapi fakta dan kemungkinan. ya, baik saja bercerita tentang si orion, bintang berwajah manusia berbadan cam manusia yang tak cukup baju. keramatnya jangan dipercaya kerana manusia melayu belum mempopularkan bagaimana ia tercipta dan diberi nama. ambil dulu cerita greek. asalnya seorang dewa yang amat power. tapi aku terpaksa kluar dulu, nanti aku sambung

hari ini dalam sejarah

yok camtu memang la tiap-tiap hari dalam sejarah. maybe bagi orang lain itu tak penting. ada lagi menda yang lebih penting yang mempunyai kepentingan bagi orang-orang yang merasakan ia penting. namun bagi diriku dan sesiapa jua yang didefinisikan secara saintifiknya homo sapien, setiap sesuatu adalah memori pahit atau indah atau sekadar memori biasa. kalau tak gitu takkan la orang tulis diari.. tambahan adanya laman luar biasa ini aku dapat ungkapkan apa jua diari hidup yang terpilih, adakala mungkin jadi satu hobi, takpun hiburan waktu luang ataupun pengajaran dan tatapan bagi sahabat-sahabat untuk mengenali diri masingmasing.

Insan dalam bahasa arab dari maksud yang lupa namun diberi bantuan dan hidayah dari Yang Maha Esa. dengan panduan dari kitab dan sunah wibawa nabi alaihissalam merialisasikan ayat ke 30 surah albaqarah.

sepanjang mengilustrasi dunia untuk digapai mencapai cita-cita Muhammad utusan terakhir. maka lahir satu manusia dari saintifiknya sama saja dengan makhluk berdarah panas. namun seribu kali syukur kerana Islam, diri ini diangkat melebihi takwanya makhluk melata, berkaki empat atau senang citer haiwan. Dari sini adanya angkatan setingkat lagi jika menyetujui kayu ukur Allah Taala untuk melebihi kemuliaan para malaikat. Menyucikan kembali kesungguhan syaitan mengotori Adam dan Hawa sehingga diturunkan ke bumi.